On July 26, 2020, I started a run streak. I have run at least one mile each day since. I must confess that I have struggled many times to fit in a run, but I had not lost my motivation until last week. I am simply exhausted, not necessarily physically, although I could definitely use more sleep. I am emotionally drained. I have been a single parent for nearly three years. I have a teenage boy (enough said). I have an almost-teenage girl and twins that are seven going on seventeen. I have a wonderful fiancé, but he lives nearly 1,000 miles away, and long-distance relationships take effort.
Since June, I have been working remotely, and my home office is also my workout room, so I sit next to my treadmill all day. A few months ago, I bought a shelf to attach to my treadmill to be able to use my laptop and work while walking. Last week, I logged zero miles walking. I have just lost my desire to move while I work. Sitting all day is taking a greater toll on my body than all the miles I usually log on the treadmill, elliptical, and pavement.
I still make sure to run every day, but I find that I put it off until the evening. Did you know runners can be procrastinators too? Lest you think that I am burned out from running, I have made sure to take a “rest day” each week, where I only run one mile and at a slower pace than normal. I know my body needs to recover to prevent injuries and exhaustion. This slump is all in my head. I need to get my head back in the game.
I am an ambassador for Zooma (Zoomarun.com) and Skirt Sports (https://bit.ly/32PnVKj), and each time I order something, they send me a motivational card or multiple cards. I have had these sitting on my desk, but only the one about consistency was visible. I have moved them, so I can read all of their encouraging messages daily. I am committing tonight to walking at least one mile tomorrow while I work.
I started this post yesterday with plans to celebrate today being six months since I started my run streak, but I felt I needed to be transparent about the highs and the lows in my life. Most people only post their highs on social media, which makes others feel less accomplished or less capable. We all struggle. We all have bad days/weeks/months/years (now I am singing the “Friends” theme song in my head). We all need to know we are not alone, especially during this pandemic that keeps many of us isolated or at least alone for the majority of the day.
I know I could use a little encouragement, and I am sure others could too. Comment below if you are also struggling in some way.